Kathleen's blog

christmas is here!! unfortunately i wont be celebrating in phils, where christmas starts in september! i miss my friends and the putobungbong (i don’t know what they call it in english) and i miss waking up early in the morning, so quiet and peaceful and i’m just alone letting my spirit wander from here to there. i love hearing the churches’ loud bells and people’s sharing of their funny attempts to hide from their friend’s kids lol. i know i am missing so many things this season! i don’t know what plans do we have as a family for the next two weeks of vacation. i think we are just going to celebrate christmas and new years eve in a hotel and we are to join parties hosted by the company my dad is working for. it’s not very exciting for me. i just wanna stay at home and listen to my favorite christmas songs and now i just wanna cry waaaaa can’t help it! i feel (a bit) sad! T^T

ok enough.. uhm i just want you to know that my account Godneversleeps in youtube is gone. but I have a new account and it’s Godneversleeps1. i didn’t change my picture and i don’t want to let go of the username so i just added a number at the end. i like the name and so do other people. i like YT’s new layout and it’s easier to navigate things. now please visit my YT page if you have the time and see the videos I saved as my favorites. you can add me as a friend too, =) thank yoU!

it’s true that ‘God never sleeps!’ He does, it seems to many people but in reality he does not, ok! it’s us who need to wake up and see the Light!

ok im off to bed! God bless us!

Godneversleeps1

right now i’m using my sister’s laptop. my few months old laptop broke down. this is the second time it happened, the second time i deliberately tried to break it apart because it was working too slow. after i jabbed my fist on it many times it just stopped working. i pressed the power button (restart) and after a few seconds here comes the blue screen again woot! my bad. or maybe i shouldn’t really blame myself for what happened. the laptop even have viruses, thanks to my bro for connecting his virus-loaded psp to my laptop. anyway, i had to send it to the repair shop so i could use it again but it’s been a week, no good news and i’m about to lose my patience again. i guess that’s what happens to you if you don’t get enough sleep for weeks/months/years. you easily lose patience on things (or is it just me?) and start hurting yourself without knowing it (my knuckles turned red lol)..on winter break, i just wanna sleep all 2 weeks long..perhaps somehow my face will bloom again? or more importantly, i won’t get easily depressed anymore. i feel so tired and i feel like i just want a break from everything and everyone again. im lucky to have my bestfriend who would sincerely listen to me about anything but i just can’t really take him down the drain with me. i cant do that, i will feel so bad if he becomes like me!>.< i am so alone. he says i don't have any reason to be sad at all, with all the blessings God has been giving me, but still i don't know why i'm feeling this way? maybe i just need to take a long sleep. fortunately winter break starts on thursday. i can take a good amount of rest for many days. =/

as soon as i get my laptop back, i'll do another post. see yah

p.s.
hmm do i need people to pray for me? or do i just need to check up on my health?!im serious!